yet you did things because you had to .
you've seen what others never saw .
This is where you thought you belong ,
for this you've struggled hard and long ,
you know you have reached your acme,
and it will take long to beat your pace .
Admired by some and envied by a lot ,
a smiling face and thoughts full of sorrows ,
you are the only one who knows ,
what you've lost is far more ,
in the battles fought .
You lay folded , waiting to be poked ,
you are calm on the surface,
strong , magnetic , full of force
yet somewhere down under you are choked .
No threshold excites you ,
things are stale ,nothing is new ,
you have no option but to continue ,
to find what , where and how is you .
Dawn or dusk you are left to ponder ,
waiting for the equinox ,
when will I breathe ? ......you wonder ,
THROUGH A HOLE IN THE BOX !